Backstory

Ok so I am 39 almost 40 and i have had the worst year of my life. I was fired from a job I held for 7 years back in may of 2010, then I "accidently" set myself on fire suffering 3rd degree burns on both arms and 2nd degree on my face. then my little brother commited suicide in July( he was the 3rd of my brothers to do so). I was allready depressed by this point, next my wife of 20 years tells me she needs room to find herself and that we are bringing her down. My wafe and I had been in a pollyamourus relationship with a woman for 3 years and we both loved her now my wife (Jessica) says she never loved Shannon (our partner) and she moves out (for a little while she says) . Jessica was our only source of income and left us with no money and 3 boys to raise. so I attempted to kill myself but ended up spending 5 days ia locked mental ward where they stableized my meds. Wile in the ward Shannon attempted suicide but was relised into Jessicas care Jessica took her to our house and left her there shannn passed out for 24 hours before her father came home and found her. so I get out of the hospital and we get Shannon commited. Then Jessica tells me she is not coming back and has been haveing an affair for 2 months. So as it now stands me and Jessica are getting devorced me and Shannon are engaged to be married and we have custady of our three sons Shannon is looking for work and I am going back to school. I now see a phycitrist and a therypist. should bee an interesting year ahead.    Stay safe eveyrone